You've done all the right things and are continuing to make good decisions, as hard as it is. I think many of us here on PC would have appreciated parents who put our well being and future over their wants. That's rare and wonderful quality.

I needed to use my session last night to talk about something very difficult, so I called the day before and left a message that I needed to talk about X and did not want to let myself get sidetracked, that I just needed to get it out. I'm glad I locked myself in like that. It went amazingly well. Could you send an email like that, saying you want to spend the session talking about the pregnancy, and that you need to state that ahead of time to hold yourself accountable for saying what you need to say?