She did get back to me. She said that it was a good song and thanked me for the kind words and said Merry Christmas. I feel better now but I am always yearning for something more from her and I don't even know exactly what it is. It is like if she doesn't get back to me, I am panicked/upset/mad but when she does.....sometimes it is enough but a lot of times it is not. Lots of people on here don't even get in between session contact whenever they want so I should be grateful. I even have others in my life I feel the same way about. They adore me too and they will respond back to me as well whenever I ask but it is like nothing ever really can fill up the emptiness I have inside me. I am broken.