Hi Crazy in Love - welcome to psych central . sorry for your loss and the hurt you still feel.

There are many forums and articles that might be of interest. feel free to private message any of the community liasons.

As much as you still have feelings about this person, there are also other things in your life that are very hopeful like the rn program. It is too bad you and your study partner stopped working together. Is it possible that could work again without your boyfriend.

Losing a boyfriend is definitely a painful experience, but so is someone accusing you of things you are not doing. Do you have a therapist you can work through these changes with?

Many nice people here at Psych Central. Hope your experience shows that as well.