...since I got depressed (10 years). I feel usless, I don't know how to start cleaning my room that is a mess. Feel bad about it but I don't do anything to change that. Everything cost too much energy. I have been diagnosed with Mayor Depression with psychosis traits almost 7 years ago. In the last pre-hospitalization (in Octuber) the psychiatrist mentioned bipolar disorder, but really don't know what he wrote in the discharge paper. I want to join an organization or something to do volunteer work, but I feel that I can't do it, specially interacting with other people (I still struggle with Social Phobia and some Selective Mutism from my childhood). I still live with my parents and I don't have many responsibilties. I want to live on my own but I can't find a job. Right now I don't feel like working but I need the money.