Sorry skitzo...

This morning I sat and stared at the walls for about 20 minutes, staring at my entire world rippling and shifting and moving.

I can look at an object and it looks to breath and shift around. Only till I pan back to take in the whole picture can I tell it's everything moving. Everything shifting in different directions at the same time.

The other day I saw a ripple go through an intersection as I was driving to the store while I was stopped at an intersection. Like a wave, it started on the right side and rippled to the left, the ground picking up a good foot or so, like it was a wave through water.

Also, I see a symmetrical grid of changing shapes in the air, morphing into other shapes. Sometimes its a kaleidoscope of colors.

One other thing, everything is grainy on the molecular level and I can see a shimmer across the molecules!

I take an AP, but it doesn't really help all that much. The pdoc keeps recommending a higher dose, but that'll knock me out forever.

I get scared thinking that I'm going crazy out of my mind! Like my world is just going to be a mix of colors one day and I'll be insane!

Anybody else get like this?