I suck at alot of things, everybody has suckage in their lives. Your in a big struggle. Everyone is good at things, it's just finding those things, and its really hard to see it in yourself when your busy comparing yourself to others. So stop that.

No one knows the struggle of others , I would bet that every person you compare yourself to is dealing with there own baggage.

Make obtainable goals. You have the control of your life, Therapy can be a huge helpful resource of help while navigating through life , You can find peace and happiness, but its never just laid before you ( wouldn't that be fantastic ) life is a journey of finding happiness and contentment.

Take best care of you.