I'm asking why do they have to. Why do there needs to be drama why is there a need for dependence on added fights to stir up fun and excitement. I don't see the stupid fights as in the serious and not fun ones. The other silly arguments even when they get vicious at times, but aren't foul are not what I am talking about.

So why do we teach people to be jealous and survive with someone else when we live in a time where most developed places people can survive on their own. I am saying this, from my perspective not as in it's how it should be, but just asking. I don't have much money or good income at the moment, but I don't find it a reason to date or marry anyone ever. I don't want them to be better off. I'd rather be with someone without all of those things, without any possessions and things people worry about all the time.

Why don't people want someone who understands them despite their flaws and why do people like giving up so easily?

I'm asking, because I find it a bit weird, why I even should bother having these feelings. Not that it makes me sad, I'm not in a relationship. I'm content without one or with one. I find it sad for me, that people put emphasis in areas I don't want to be near when it comes to relationships.

I want to just leave behind what I see in front of me and venture in a big adventure with a close friend. Someone who is like a twin who is bounded by me by friendship not a wedding band. Someone who feels the same cold brisk wind hitting my face on a prairie in the middle of the Euprhates mts and the bite of hot sand in the deserts of the gobi and the saharah. A friend who is venturous as I am and doesn't need what everyone else desires.

I'm saying this as an interpretation into my own desires and soul, but the thing I should account is that it maybe only what I want for that, but it be better if it's someone who could bring in a new light with the same adventurous spirit someone enlightened intelligent and wanting to see more, but in their own wants and needs to make them a whole to tag alongside.

Why isn't that a thing? Maybe I don't want to be with someone, because I like them for what many people have feelings for someone else...

I guess I'm entitled to love, but I don't want love itself. I want trust, respect, and a friendship. Something real, not in the future of planning and going day by day through laboring at our jobs. I want it to me much more much grander and exciting in the simplest ways outside of the norm.

Maybe I'll meet this person when I visit other countries, or in my own city, but really I feel it's hard to come by as how our world is today, but that's my two cents.