Hello Yismymindblank12: If I understand your post correctly, it sounds to me as though you simply have a different perspective with regard to what life should be about & what is important. This is wonderful. But it can also be a burden.

Most people want pretty much the same things: a home, family, security. A few people want something else. They want adventure. They want to meet new people, see new places... conquer new worlds, so to speak. It's a good thing we have these individuals too. Without them we would probably all still be living in caves!

I heard recently, on a local news program, that there are already over a hundred or perhaps several hundred, people who have signed up for one-way trips to Mars. These are the kinds of people I'm writing about here.

The problem with all of this is simply that the pull to just be one of the crowd is strong. It can be allot easier, especially in the beginning, to just go along with what the majority wants & not strike out on your own. And if one does strike out on one's own, one can expect to lose both some people & some things along the way. But this is the price the adventurers pay for being the ones to break new ground.