I'm so so grateful that this evening at work it was really really quiet and the manager said whoever wants to leave early it's ok...I jumped on the occasion and called my daughter who was spending Christmas eve with my mother..So I said what are you doing..she says napping..ahh "Have you gone to church?" nope she says grandma is too tired so we are not doing much..So I said well then get ready I'm coming over and we will go together. Well it was really worth going even if we will be together with other family members tomorrow, tonight was special because we've always done the midnight mass thing in our church but this time we where at another church, it was different, it made us laugh a bit, made us smile and actually even if my daughter is not to much into going to church and I only go a few times a years..for some reason this is like a must..and I will really really remember this year..when the quire singers started to sing and we looked at each other..wondering ..hum different words, same tune, ohhh the voice..ahh and That smile on her face ment the world to me. As for mom, well, I guess being in the mood is difficult, she needed the rest. I've got to admit, I wished that mom would have been there..and when they sang one song I cried a bit..ah emotions...Well hope Christmas day is good and better. Good night.