Hi brokenentity,
I have every faith in your strength!!! And yes, sometimes it can be a day.....a week......a month at a time.......
Got to take issue with the "better person" though , that kind of implies that you're inferior........and you're not!!!
More that you're trying to manage, work through things you're struggling with and move forward, yes??!!
If it's getting too much to handle any time though, don't forget you don't have to do it alone, nothing wrong with taking a break from trying to push through......with coming here and saying how it is, with reaching out for some understanding or/and support. We're here for you.
And hey, nothing wrong at all with sounding "repetitive" either (!!).......just because you've said things in other threads doesn't mean you can't/shouldn't say them again if you want/need to.

Alison