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You are not alone about how you feel on Christmas. Many are feeling very depressed and sad on what is supposed to be a joyful day. For me it is not so joyful as I miss my mom who died 16 years ago. We are not losers due to feeling down. There has to be good reasons for your sadness and sometimes depression just has a mind of it's own. I hope you find some solace in the fact that it is ok to feel what you are feeling. I just try to not stay in the bad feelings and find something to be thankful for. That helps me. Be blessed and I wish you the best.