Thank you all! I miss my dad. My mom is ill,my sibling fell off the wagon again and chose the right moment to tell me, My son needs me cause he is ill! I've been going full throttle with no sleep and I just want someone to put there arm around me and tell me it's gonna be ok! My dad would have at least tried. No one else notices because they can only take. My heart hurts. I am so ashamed because I should be grateful! I haven't seen Therapist in 3 weeks. He has holiday and vacation. Not even the person I pay to care is available! I am so sorry That many of you feel the same way! Hugs to you all!