Are you doing any better, honestlylying?

I'm in much the same boat. I was in recovery for a while, but have relapsed hard in the past month or so. I haven't eaten today, and don't plan to, and haven't really had much in the past week or so.

I recently moved back in with my family and that has been a major, major trigger for me. Right now not eating feels like just about the only thing I have any control over. I just want to be invisible and just fade away.

I want to want to change, though, if that makes any sense.