i always held that it was a coping mechanism such technical thoughts
just never saw how real it was how important it was
how it is really more than just coping its life saving
just cant thank peg-s enuff for riting that down for us to see

really does give me something to hold onto
and ive been dx for some yrs now just denied it for such a long time...
now maybe wont be so ashamed to...
thank you thank you thank you