Oh my!!! I dont think anyone has ever said this to me before. Your words ((Rapunzel)), it meant so much to read that I am sitting here crying. More people like me? Wow, that was overwhelming; not in a bad way. I dont think anything about myself, just that I want to give this mothers love. I dont think you need to convince me to not give up, what more can you all do? You have given me more support than anyone I have ever known. Family, people close by etc. They all gave up on me when I got sick. I was told a long time ago; I am the black sheep of the family, I destroyed us. I am crazy and belong to stay where I am. They cant be bothered with me. They all have problems, even when they cant admit it, deep down they know. I have seen it. Our family was and still is dysfunctional. So I guess what I have to live for is my kids. They need me, sick or not.

justy