You will see what I mean about disgust in self. I took my daughter for a hair cut today. She was getting hungry and we were at the mall. I was not feeling good at all; thinking I was going to hit the floor. She asked if we could eat at the store restaurant. I said sure. She said, "mom, what are you going to eat, or are you having anything?" ******, what a wonderful mom I am. I wanted to say nooooo; I dont even want to smell it let alone put it anywhere near my body. But I ordered a bowl of soup. I had such a hard time even eating this. My tummy did not like it at all. It wasnt me, it was my stomach. I got so nauseous I had to hurry to the washroom. Well how embarrasing. My body is rejecting it; not only my head telling me its gross.
And to end a lovely outting with my little girl; who do we see; my ex husbands sister in-law and her kids. I dont even want to go there!! Put it this way; dont know who is worse; my ex or her.

justy