This highlights a very, very good point. I went through re-feeding alone, and it was the single... most... dumbest thing I've ever done. I know, looking back, I am lucky to have made it out alive. But I also managed to use the emergency room in severe cases. Of which there were some.

How are you doing now? I realize this thread is a couple months old. I do hope you've sought treatment and are doing better. Can you update us?