I'm depressed, I haven't had a conversation with any girls I have been interested in for 2 years now, I have severe ADHD, I'm immature, I've never hung out with a girl, never kissed a girl, never held a girls hand romantically, never been in a relationship with a girl, never talked on the phone with a girl etc... I'm also a self centered asshole and I hate myself a lot. I have low self esteem, I pick at my acne, I have little motivation ever, I am rude to my family a lot, I have hardly any friends, and I'm mentally unstable. What girl would ever want to be with a guy like me? No girl would ever.