I am new here so forgive me if I am just intruding.

My T is away on vacation and I am missing him terribly. I have only been with him a few months and i am still building an attachment/relationship with him but i don't have much of a social circle...ok, NO social circle. So i am lonely and feel very lost. i have a lot going on and very much need his support now.

i don't have access to emailing him or anything like that. i can leave him voicemail but he won't get it until he returns so there isn't any point to that... i see him his first day back anyway. i think i'm probably his most "crackerish" client. He made sure i got in on the 1st day back.

i talk to him in my head now.. he has finally replaced the former T.

i miss him and i feel alone. There is so much happening around me and i need him. He knew the timing of his vacation was unfortunate.. he said it made him anxious, which i thought was sweet.

anyway... that's it. i'm lonely and lost. No one to hang onto.

thanks for listening