2:30am and can't sleep. Just got up. I'm feeling anxious about the new year. Feeling anxious about the mess ups of the past year that are lingering. Want a fresh start.

Glad Christmas is over. I always look forward to January 2nd. I like routine, normalcy [as much as my life has that...].

I'm tired but want to be alone in the night. I understand the world better from this time zone than I do during the day.