It's hard because I know I can't cover everything in one session that's happened the past 2 weeks. I plan to tell her some of the things and then jump in to what's been bothering me.

I used to talk myself into the fact that she doesn't care when it was a long break. Somehow that has lessened and now I just miss her. I actually wondered why I miss her and someone pointed out that she's filling a void for me right now (due to the death of my mom). For some reason I hadn't put that together (can't see the forest for the trees, I guess).