Lilodian,

I don't know why women don't notice me anymore. I used to have all the confidence in the world, and they thought i was cute, and i dated until i was 26, when i lost that passion for women. I guess i don't have the self-confidence anymore, or the self-esteem, and women notice this. I look at myself as ugly, a has-been, stupid, crazy, weird. I guess i've had ongoing borderline issues for many years. And i'm pretty sure i sabotage myself mentally, emotionally, psychologically all of a conscious, subconscious, and unconscious level. And it really started getting bad when i was 26.

So this is why I don't feel i can date, and why i feel women don't notice me.

Thanks for not letting me off so easily!

Rich