Our water is not drinkable and even if it was I've been in the ER for dehydration from refusing to drink water. My husband is currently out on a trip to the food bank as I've ate/drank us out of house and home. Hopefully it'll give us juice. Apathy/flatness is a real problem. I think it's unfair to say give it time as I've been giving it time. The dr. okay for me to half the dose but that doesn't stop the bugs. I've been on these meds for over a month. I do not want to "get use" to apathy/flatness. My husband deserved someone interested. My son deserves someone that can smile. I deserve to kill the psychosis without killing my personality, drinking a gallon+, and eating "human like". I'm trying to be responceble and tell myself only 16 % gained over 7 lbs. But do you have any idea how much 7lbs sounds like to an anorexic. it's 5 hrs of extra work time a day.