as a lot of us have the mind of taking things literally, or getting frustrated by the words of others... i thought this might be a great outlet.?
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such as for me right now, it seriouslly gets to me when someone says "im gonna have to ask you to ____" because its like, they arent asking... they are telling.. but they try to add words to it to make it sound friendly. its annoying to me...
that happened last night when i walked to the gas station to get some food, and i had my beanie on, and my coat and hood on, and when i got up to the register and gave them my ebt card, she says "im gonna have to ask you to pull down your hood"... and i was confused and shruged, and did exactly as she said, but what she really meant was for me to pull my hood back. because i pulled it down further on my face and she wouldnt take my payment until i took it off and practically unsuited just to get suited back up to walk back home in the cold. im glad this person usually doesnt work there. it was christmas so some unfamiliar people were working. she also "asked" me to take my headphones off... i was about to go off on her... words werent coming to me, i felt the urgent need to express my thoughts and feelings, but i couldnt get anything out. ugh... "going off" for me, is me leaving abruptly, and if followed, they get told to leave me alone.
i was going to goto walmart(not something i do anyways, but i was going because i was trying to buy some cheap food)... until i walked out of the woodsy area and saw the parking lot. i turned back around and decided to go to my usual gas station.
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