My granpa died not so long ago. I miss him so much. I went to see his grave this weekend since I have not been allowed to go to his funeral because of a family dispute. Seeing his grave just made it all too much to bear. I want him to come back. I don't want him to be dead. I don't know what to do. It's wrong that he died. I hate myself for not seeing him more often. I don't understand it, I want my granpa back.