I have bipolar as well, and I think my husband would divorce me if I told him everything even though I was and am sick. I just found out I was bipolar about 3 months ago. I can't handle the guilt I feel about it and also I don't want to hurt my husband he has been through too many episodes with me. Do you struggle with the fear of divorce like I do? and it makes me feel guilty although I shouldn't blame me cause I am sick.