Just started seeing a counselor. Went to counseling years ago. Got fustrated and stopped going. Really nervous about going. Scared i'm going to say something stupid. Scared i'm not going to get the help i need. Scared the depression will never go away. Scared people will look down on me for getting help. Scared if i don't do this that i will never get better and that i will live a lonely life full of hurt, pain etc. If u believe in pray please pray for me. Bye shannon