The fall is always hard.

It's not nice thinking about risky behavior that we did whilst we were not ourselves.

But I've come to accept it is what it is.

I "try" not to replay over and over again things I've done that I'm not happy about when I wasn't quite myself.

Some things I've even learnt to laugh about .... Some ..... Not all of them.

But I kind of forgive myself.

Maybe I don't entirely forget but if it does fleet through my mind I allow it to fleet out again.

Try not to beat yourself up too much about this. It's hard when you first transition out of it though.

Sending you a virtual cushion for a soft landing and cushion your blow.