Hi

I believe I have complex PTSD. I saw some Youtube channels which made a lot of sense to me to explain my symptoms. For the last 3 years now I have been experiencing PTSD and now I think it has all been under the umbrella of complex - PTSD due to the fact that I experienced multiple traumas as a child. The problem is that my symptoms are very intense and nearly every day I have flashbacks that are very intense and graphic. The flashbacks related to csa are especially intense. I'm experiencing one at the moment with an abuser and it is very painful and intense. It's not uncommon to spend a whole day in bed as the flashback leaves me debilitated as I can't move. My T tells me I have to go through it to get better and there is no easy solution. She also says the most painful of the flashbacks come at the end. The thing is I suffer immensely nearly every day. Does anybody else experience this?

PH