Yesterday was such a relatively good day but this morning I feel so uninterested in life. I'm kind of on the tired side too, although I had a solid night's sleep. I have a lack of things to do - - no, that's not true. There's a lot of different stuff I could do I guess. I just don't feel drawn to do anything. So I end up staying on the computer or reading and feeling sorry for myself because I have "nothing" to do!

Although the ECT has improved my depression a lot, it clearly lingers a bit, is the bottom line. I really hope that changes one day . . .