I am just glad you folk understand the hell of a time I have been put through, which is not even over yet either. On members.lovingyou.com, someone said that people like me tend to be "sympathy vampires", feeding off sympathy the way those creatures consume blood.

Gee, it ain't like the person who said that remark experienced all the grief I had been subjected to up until now, even if I did lash out or mess up in some impulsive manner that makes me look like a moron in the eyes of others. Some people on other forums tend to think they are oh so intelligent and quote all my posts picking out my flaws as opposed to theirs and then sarcastically saying 'I am still not in your position' to something I said, which is just insolent.

Someone called "lenzi" on talkaboutmarriage.com ended his last post to me in my newest thread with 'No one cares' when I told the members the impact the lies will have on me for the rest of my life and how it could greatly affect my approach to being open with new people I encounter, and that is all he had to say. A moderator also deleted a post where I attached a photo of my former key worker.

This is why I hate the Internet. Even hired shrinks. They are useless too. It is all about their precious opinions and nothing about therapy comes into it.