I can't speak for anyone else, but for me, I have always thought that sharing my experiences-- most of them very hard won-- which I tried to do here, in a respectful and straightforward way, is offering support to someone. I did not anticipate that providing facts to someone would be hurtful, and I am sorry that it was. But I want to be clear that my apology does not include being responsible for your wanting to kill yourself, and I don't think it's fair for you to foist your emotional reactions off on other people. That is your issue. However, you can be assured that I will not respond to any of your posts again.