I'm contemplating going back inpatient this week, i just really need my depakoat back and with no health insurance that is the quickest way to get it but alls I can think of is how sick I was from the food situation I'm a vegetarian so a lot of days I wouldn't eat at all because they would mistakenly give me meat meals and the nurses continuously forgot to reorder my food and It just feels like prison here is just not helpful other then meds there is no therapy sessions or psychiatrists just teams of doctors who see you for less than 5 minutes in the morning and medicate you then you can either watch tv or entertain yourself with books or art for days on end until they decide you can go home.