Sigh-this is such a hard time of the year. I am thankful that today I'm not feeling depressed-sometimes mine comes from out of nowhere & at others it just kinda sneaks up on me. ShyPoetGirl I hate looking in the mirror too...a lot. When others tell me I look nice or whatever I never believe them-but I get that's my depression making me feel all crappy so sometimes I dress up & get in front of the mirror & sort of taunt my depression-I say goofy stuff like "you suck depression" & "Bite my #&!-it's really dumb but for me a lot of times it makes me laugh cause I think that "normal" people don't get to have fun flipping off their depression in the mirror which usually leads to me feeling at least a little better. Please take care & enjoy your new laptop