(((((((((((((((((hugs i hear you too)))))))))))))))))))
rejection and abandonment trigger me badly. i use to push people as far as i could knowing they'd go in the end anyway, like testing them which is horrible. i think it is all about trust at the end if the day, hope this makes sense, sorry.
jinny xoxoxoxo good luck if you do seek help.

love, jinnyann xoxoxoxoxoxo