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Originally Posted by hankster
I totally felt this way about my first h. Then i knew it was time to get a divorce when he was walking behind my car and i wanted to "accidentally" slip it into reverse. I think this could be a psychological fear of abandonment, because even after i wanted to run over my first h, i then became similarly attached to my second h, that is, really not in a good or healthy way.
You have written here about how sometimes you lose your temper with him. Maybe if you just generally, mindfully try to improve your relationship with him on a daily or hourly basis, it will build a stronger foundation and alleviate fears.  |
Hi Hankster
The month of December has been one of the best months I ever remember having with him...not once have I lost my temper and I feel as though I have really turned a page...I feel as though I am really getting somewhere with him but I still have the same fears and feelings about losing him...actually if anything it is on my mind more now we are living in such harmony and I think about how much more I now have to lose.
I obvioulsy need to keep working on my issues and for 2015 my main priority is to become more independent.
Thank you