New years is even worse for me. Most people appear to be out enjoying themselves and having fun. I have nobody. Literally nobody. What does one do? Watch tv? My life is slipping by. The only thing left is that my meds might actually work and I can try to get some enjoyment out of what remains of my life. I called the acute mental health team here today as it was a very severe day. They will get back to me in two days. Acute? .... yeah