I'm sorry to hear you are suffering. I, too, suffer from depression. I find this to be a really helpful place to chat and get to know other people that understand. I don't think anyone understands it totally unless they suffer with it. It's great here because of all the understanding. I don't find it strange at all that you are more comfortable around depressed people. It's really hard to be with cheerful folks when you feel really lousy.

Thanks for posting.