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Originally Posted by tz90
Hi Jeff, sorry to hear about your long time suffering. I feel similar, being around and talking to normal, happy people is a constant reminder that there's something wrong with us. Often it's making me nauseous even.
And sure, I've been feeling alone for a 10 years or so. Occasionally going outside and meeting the few people I know helps to distract my mind a bit, but ... idk.
Sometimes when talking to people, I realize that how we see the world is a skewed perception of reality.
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Yes i agree completely with everything you have said friend.This is why i avoid social settings at all cost these days. Even family functions...Its just a constant reminder of things that are no longer comprehendable to me-such as feeling good,feeling good about myself,laughing or whistling for no reason,etc...I feel physical illness after attending Thanksgiving,Christmas,parties etc