The depression is kicking my ***, and it's hard without a t right now, though it would probably be hard with one also.
Not sure what to do with myself. In the past I've reached out to crisis chats when I felt like this, but the last experience was horrible (they mistakened me for someone else that had apparently been really inappropriate and I was booted without being able to tell them they had me confused with someone else). I hesitate to go back, and I'm not sure what they could do for me anyway... I don't even know why I'm on here. I don't know what to ask. I'm not sure what support I need... just feel like I'm drowning.