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Originally Posted by 8888an8888
hey, you never know; a new environment. a dorm room, new friends, new opportunities. it might be a way to slowly get out of the dark hole.
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No, I
know. It's always been like this for me. All through elementary school, then middle school, then high school until I dropped out - I was
always the outcast. I was more than nice to people, I tried my hardest to make conversation in spite of my social anxiety, and still everyone judged me on my looks and treated me like utter ****. I don't believe a new school will change any of that, as it hasn't in the past.
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Originally Posted by Angelique67
I agree with 8888... Or if you don't go there, think about planning a life away from your parents, all for yourself. This is your opportunity to grow into another mode of living. Of course, that's all my own projection, I couldn't wait to leave home and I was lucky I did.
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I've been thinking about getting out of here soon. Problem is, I come from a place where there are very few jobs, and the jobs available are low-paying. Anything I get will not ever afford me a different place to live, even if I got multiple jobs, I know that. Besides the fact that I feel like I would fail completely at the most basic things...