No, I know. It's always been like this for me. All through elementary school, then middle school, then high school until I dropped out - I was always the outcast. I was more than nice to people, I tried my hardest to make conversation in spite of my social anxiety, and still everyone judged me on my looks and treated me like utter ****. I don't believe a new school will change any of that, as it hasn't in the past.


I've been thinking about getting out of here soon. Problem is, I come from a place where there are very few jobs, and the jobs available are low-paying. Anything I get will not ever afford me a different place to live, even if I got multiple jobs, I know that. Besides the fact that I feel like I would fail completely at the most basic things...