(((ThisWayOut)))
I hear you. I think going back to counseling would be a great step in the right direction. You don't have to have any answers. Work it out with a T. I am sorry that you got booted for something that you had no control over. Depression is an awful thing as I, too have depression. Are you on meds for it? Hang in there and know that there is hope. Many hugs for you. Keep reaching out when you feel this way. Talk with friends or family if you can, OK?
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