Hey 8888an8888,
Sorry to hear that your cutting issue is emerging again... as a fellow cutter i completely understand... i have gone through patches of self obsessive cutting where noone could help me, till it got way out of hand and i started cutting my face... trust me when i say this 'it is not a pretty sight'...
I have read on a few posts how u have become and inspiration, a real motivator for others... you are strong... and u know u r... you are just going through a tough time and u just need to put that blade on the side and take a few deep breaths... i know its not easy but trust me you dont want a slashed face...
So... all u need to do now is practice on breathing and imagine a horrible slashed face... that image should be enough to put you off cutting... always remember, it starts from a small cut on the arm before it turns into something nasty...
There is not one day i regret doing what i did to myself... i was weak... i was naive... i had noone... there was no psych central to help me... you have so much here alone its amazing...
My friend... my brother... i request you to put that blade away and look to spend a year without picking it up again...
I wish you well...
Lets shed our final tear,
I wish you all Happy New Year...
Last edited by notz; Jan 04, 2015 at 11:19 AM.
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