(((bpenniman)))
I understand this trouble as I am not sure if I have bipolar but I have had numerous job changes during my life. Sometimes I only lasted 3 days, some 4 weeks, some only months. I went out of my career so many times it ruined my work history. I understand your frustration here. It is really hard and it messes with my self esteem as well. I don't know how to make you feel better about it except to keep seeking help through counseling and getting the right meds. Have you tried an agency that helps you with vocational counseling and placement? Also temp jobs could be an option. Best wishes!