No, I know. It's always been like this for me. All through elementary school, then middle school, then high school until I dropped out - I was always the outcast. I was more than nice to people, I tried my hardest to make conversation in spite of my social anxiety, and still everyone judged me on my looks and treated me like utter ****. I don't believe a new school will change any of that, as it hasn't in the past.