Thanks guys!
This means so much to me and im so speechless.
Everyone here is so supportive in many ways and you guys have given me great advice.
I am confident I will cope over this just like when I was 8.
Reading this made me feel so much better about myself and I found some tips on coping this faster like eating healthy.
I hope you all overcome this because you all are good people.
Sorry the post was kindve, "unsensefull"? I was just really deep that day since that is when it struck me hard.
I hope everyone gets better and I know that nothing lasts forever!
Thanks again!