I'm missing x-pdoc BIG time. It's been a little over a year since he terminated me. For some reason I can't get to a place of acceptance. It's not constant but lately I'm just getting barraged with thoughts of him. It makes it really hard to move forward when periodically I'm consumed with thoughts of him. I can not even figure out why I can't let him go. It's just insane. I'm just so confused about it all. T says I didn't get closure the way things ended and she's not sure how I will find it. I'm just disgusted with myself for not getting over him yet.

Thanks all for being so wonderful.

~~delusionsdaily~~

My med regime:
AM:
300mg Seroquel
PM:
1,000mg Depakote ER
150mg Seroquel