Alwayschanging2 glad you did push the button to post your message. Even though I am not really the best person to understand exactly what you are going through, I do feel the pain and discomfort your situation causes you.

I know what it is like to want to be anonymous. It helps relieve some tension. If you ever feel like private messaging someone, feel free to PM me or any of the community liasons. It is just helpful to know someone cares.

I have a whole crew inside me too, but somehow I don't let them all have their way. I am really struggling with trying to empathize with DID so if you can help me understand better, I would appreciate hearing from you.