My boyfriend filed an injunction against me which was withdrawn but it has caused me a lot of pain...the judge made us promise not to see each other but I found out later that he wanted us to have no contact..That doesn't work for me..I cry all day every day and just lie in bed all day...I miss him so very very much. But I am still emailing him and will be emailing him in a few weeks..the psychiatrist toldme to tell him how sad I am and how much I miss him but not to tell him how badly he hurt me as that would make his delusion more fixed....I just am not sure but all I know is that this man is the sweetest person I have ever known and certainly the only man who loved and accepted me for who I am just as I am...we connected on so many levels, emotional and spiritual..we never even kissed as I didn't let him but he told me he was deeply in love with me three times....more than he had been with his wife....I just want him back so very very badly..